Of course he invited me to come with him, but he is in the wedding, sits I'll be sitting there watching him in the wedding on my 30th birthday weekend. Yes you are all correct it's lonely and rewarding at the same time But we can continue to make it work.
It sounds like you dont even know this guy well enough to answer that question but I could be wrong. They do exist and you deserve that.
Now I feel sadness for losing out because of fear, and a cult mindset.